finally went out with the shanghai people yesterday.

stayover at shannon's house, and mahjonged the entire night!

miss the tiles alot.

and i tried flaming shot for the first time.

have no idea what i am drinking, but it turned out to be unexpectedly nice!

i shall hibernate through the rest of the holidays. (:

it was a forbidden topic, well buried.

i guess i wasn't honest with myself the whole time.

i refuse to admit it, how i let stupidity got the better of me, how i failed to defend my proud ego.

i thought time would heal everything, but i still feel it, even more this time.

probably, i just need to keep myself more busy.

it'll all get better in time, right?

i don't like my ego to be trampled all over,

so i guess i will put a stop to this mistake.