its been a while since i last remembered my dream.

there were robots that looked like rabbits.

and i was supposed to be 'training' one of them.

it was a game setting, so for stage 1, i had to teach it how to eat, drink, etc.

stage 2, was swimming.

stage 3 was killing opponents of their own kind.

that was when i woke up.

nonsensical maybe.

too many happened over these 5 weeks.

too many disorganised thoughts that somehow got reflected in this dream.

i had never questioned human nature.

i always thought i had accepted the cruel truth, that it is ugly from the start.

i never thought i'd feel so strongly bout it.

how despairing it is for an innocent to be tainted.

spare me this drama.

can't find the time/feel to blog in shanghai.

not that i have it now, but anw,

what i thought'd be hell turned out great.

first week didn't started well with the flight delay.

both $ and energy were drained.

and the food was bad with all the salt and oil.

the list of assignments made 5 weeks seemed forever.

and now i'm miles away from tht place i once stayed for 5 weeks.

i miss every bit and pieces of shanghai.

the food, the people, the market, the bargaining, the unhappiness, the happiness, the irritating hornings, the late night blackjack and gossip sessions, my friends, especially my roommate.

i need to get used to the silence in my room all over again now.

self narration for the pictures,