a different reason each day.

i always thought feelings did fade,

but can't believe how you occupied my mind.

i keep thinking of that day and that day.

i need to grab a hold of myself.

kept it in for a week.

felt terrible.

glad i just let it out.

can't believe i'm going through my old posts.

one by one from dec 2007,

lines that never goes out of time,

"Crying is an emotion.

Boosting that you cried = gaining sympathy.

LOL, call me a cynic i don't like it when people try to show off that they are "weak" "

- 30 January 2009

"they say the most precious things might be the most boring routine."

-9 October 2009

"to protect and believe is the way to defend happiness"

-12 November 2009

"distance vs distant.

proportional?"

- 5 February 2010

from then till now, some left, few stayed.

i do value.

and that is why i feel for each farewell.

i never wna go through it again.

i guess the key is to not be as sincere.

isn't that the best defense?

mr popper's penguins with limpopo!

guess what, daxiaojie was sleeping when i reached ldf

so had plan b@bishan,

but thanks for watching it w me :D

wasn't a letdown.

witty lines, quotes, and i was practically laughing throughout the movie.

and most importantly, it features penguins! such adorable creature.

kbox next!

long time no kbox with popo and diana already.

then we had hokkien mee and gongcha.

reached the interchange when we can't stop talking,

so settled somewhere in np to chat.

updated each other about life till 10.30?

it was a fun day :D

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i wish we could go back,

i miss watching movie with you

good memories. they are the worst

min and dor came over today for cooking session!

bought 3 bags of potatoes.

supposedly making mash potato and potato croquettes,

but the gravy was disaster, so we stuck on to croquettes.

你从来都不知道，

haven't been updating about my life..

i don't do this often, but anw,

tracing back to sunday, i had my sharetea!

joined the 1-for-1 promotion queue with limpopo,

best pudding milktea so far.

then badminton-ed with minqi and dor till 10?

lost my pouch on monday.

on the bus again.

$10, ez-link, gone. birthday gift gone. ):

yes, i'm still sour about it now.

tuesday the long awaited yayfamily gathering!

had picnic at palawan beach with palawan captain doing palawan dance.

wednesday was outing with the shanghai people!

first movie then kbox.

and i had my virgin experience of watching movie alone!

cause i couldn't get in the m18 hangover, so i settled with x-men.

and i replaced my kala card for full $10 cause i lost it tgt with my pouch. ):

had dinner and sat at coffeebean till their closing hour.

out of energy today.

i may be skeptical,

but when i believe, i do so fiercely.

i can't find the correct word to describe this feeling.

and the frequency is increasing more than i like it to be.

if i had to draw what reflect my current feeling,